Just some ramble. It's funny how little people read this blog, but it's so much fun, and most of the people that read...ALL of the people that read aren't from Brisbane. Sometimes the past seems so far away, and everything is slipping out, but then some things just bring you back into reality.
It's kind of hard to make decisions, I'm always the one sitting on the fence, just going with the general opinion. But when the decision concerns only me....it's hard to stay on the fence. When something's there, right out of your reach, will you jump for it, or wait for it to come to you? I guess maybe I'm kind of selfish, since I'm not really much of a jumper. But then, it's painful to see it see that you're not going for it, and it decides to leave. The question of "Would I have got it if I had jumped for it? Or would I have fallen and lost what I already had, and what I could have had?" What's even worse is when you can see it coming; the first time, you don't jump, and it's gone. The second time, you expect it to go...so you don't jump...and so it leaves.
