Sunday, May 25, 2008
Forever...? / 1:03 PM

The feelings that you once thought would last forever, you are sometimes surprised how cold and distant they really are. Once you thought you'd never let go, you suddenly realise you already had. And for a time you swore you would never regret it, but does it still hold true even now?

Like the sun rises and falls, like the moon waxes and wanes, our feelings wash over us like the coming tide.They might still be, in a hidden corner of the heart, slightly dusty but still glowing with memories, but they have long since lost the polish of use and passion.

Does it mean you don't love them anymore? Of course not. Their faces are etched deeply that time and distance cannot erase them. You still miss them, of course. It's become an ache so constant you've become used to and immune to it. You may not think of them as much, but you savour every moment you do. Should you call them? Tell them how much you miss them?

Does love change? If it was an object, does it expand in the heat, contract in the cold, fade over time, or crack under pressure?

Maybe it is your shadow, it follows you everywhere you go. Every now and then it will merge with anothers, and maybe you feel complete. But when they are gone, your shadows stays. Sometimes it might only be the faintest smudge of darkness on the ground, and sometimes it stretches out for miles. And sometimes you might look around in fear that it has deserted you, but it's still there, biding its time to come out again. And when you can't find it, it's not trapped, but completely enfolding you.

Misses you Del, Albie, Kura, Vong S2

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Saturday, May 10, 2008
Question of the week / 11:45 PM

When one leads with no followers, can one still be a leader?

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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Catching Up / 10:53 PM

Quite a lot of things has happened and I haven't had a chance to blog them, so this one may be a bit long.


Foremost would probably be my exams and assignments. I do pretty well if I give myself time to prepare, and not so well in the ones where I'm cramming the day or hour before. That happens I suppose but I guess I just have to organise my time better. My assignments are going pretty well too, the marks are showing how much effort I put into them. But I really hate the group work, since there's always a person who's slacking off big-time, and the other people have to cover for them.


Well, on to the parties. Bob had a farewell party for his upcoming (now in the midst) holiday in Europe. He's only going for 3 months so I'm not too sure why he needed a farewell party but he got a fairly full reception over the duration of the night. I had my first drink of Baileys there. The first taste isn't very nice, but I like the milky aftertaste.


The week after (last Saturday) Liv had her 18th birthday party. Our present is a Hello Kitty DS pouch for her new DS, but that's not in stock until July, so she'll just have to wait. In the morning we went to the Coast and had Sizzler's for breakfast. The person leading the way to the Coast got terribly lost and everyone was really pissed off for a while, but then food made everything better. Afterwards we went to TimeZone, where we managed to get 665 tickets!!!! Someone got a power card where they can play x number of games within 2 hours, so we milked it with the Deal Or No Deal game. We played so many games, and we won HEAPS of tickets. The last game we won 400 tickets!!! No kidding!!!


After TimeZone we stuffed around on the beach and got cold and wet and sandy. Then we went to someone's house for a bit of a drinkup, but it kinda turned out a disaster, so no one really stayed over.

Hmm...well....maybe not that much as happened. So many things happen all in one day that sometimes the morning seems like weeks away. This is my first year at uni, and I'm really trying to have fun and enjoy myself as well as study hard and do well.

Work at a restaurant is proving pretty stressful, though I'm glad I quit my little cheapo store. There's so much more I can learn and can give at a restaurant, and seems like a better use of my time, even if the pay isn't glorious. In fact, I just got taxed 46.5% of my wages because they didn't put in my decalre my TFN. The people there are quite nice, though the guys seem nicer than the girls, but I suppose that happens too.

That seems to be about it for now, the only thing left are my oral presentations and my final exams.

Goodnight!


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me, myself and i

S2 K.

the wishlist

2009 - the year of adventure

Make the decisions that will lead to the outcome you want to see in your life.

tagboard

linkage

+Dela
+my DA
+Albie
+Panda
+Kura

upcoming

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+learn some cocktails!
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the past

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+ October 2008
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+ January 2009
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