Sometimes I really find myself thinking too much into stuff, when other people just kinda skim the surface. Of course, should I bother investigating deeper, or is the reason why people stay above the surface is because there's no real reason to go deeper. After a while I just confuse myself and wonder if I'll go prematurely mad.
Not having my mum around the house is pretty relaxing for me, minus the lack of food obviously, but after some hedging from friends I've tried to be a bit more proactive about putting some healthier dietary options in my meals.
I've noticed myself as a person I like trying a lot of new things, but rarely am I really good at them. It's currently showing itself to be a liability to myself, so, as the year of adventure, it's probably also the year for dedication. Pick a few things and capitalise on it. I'm trying this year, to be a bit sportier. Not looking to pick an actual sport, maybe do some exercises at home, and play a bit more DDR. Dunno, that sorta thing, haven't really thought my way through it all yet.
I'm still so slack, for example I still haven't learnt how to drive yet, cos I'm too damn lazy to find a driving instructor and organize times, also because I refuse to drive my mum's car, not because it's a FWD and auto as I usually whinge, but because my mum has touched it, and I'm still really touchy about touching my mum's things.
Ehh last week for binge gaming and I'm doing my best at lying around the house doing absolutely nothing at all. I'm getting really fed up with work because I get pretty down if the co-workers I like (at least one of them) aren't working that shift, because I the thought of dragging through those hours without someone who doesn't secretly wishes I wasn't there really pulls me down. I do my job efficiently, I'm proud to say, I'm good with (most) customers, I don't drop a lot of stuff any more, but once I turn around I feel like my whole spirit just fell through my shoes and I'm wiping it on the floor. I make an effort to be less clumsy, but when I'm tired or rushed, inevitably I trip over a lot of stuff.
Ok maybe I'm forcing my posts a bit, but maybe that's good, since my thoughts are so random and memory so bad, I tell myself I'll do something then I forget about it the next second. There's a few more important things I want to blog about...but atm I don't really feel like talking about too deeply. Goes in the first section of the blog.
Well since I just finished playing with my mmo pet guess I'll end this post here, nite~
