I just realised I've only got 2 weeks until semester 2 starts again and I still haven't blogged. I guess that's cos my holidays hasn't really been eventful at all. No goals no successes, just lazing about, as I would.
Went out with Liv, Louis, Sherlyn and Rich today to watch Hangover. It was unexpectedly good, even if they did draw on quite a few stereotypes and cliches that made me cover my eyes cos I couldn't stand watching it. But the bit I did actually burst out laughing was with the azn dude going "toodoolooooooooooo muthafuckkaaaaaaa" XD But the movie I actually wanna watch is Year One, maybe I'll drag someone in to watch it with me, cos it seems a bit pointless (and lonely) to watch a movie by yourself in the cinema.
I love the feeling how good friends will be there whenever you need them, and vice versa. But how can you tell if their motives are the same? I hate to think that people will do stuff for other people just cos they want to get with the other person. And when they realise that's not going to happen, they go "fuck you, piss off" and completely ignore you. Is it that if you can't give them anything they're not going to give anything back to you? Were these people friends of yours at all? And you're left wondering, "should I put up with them now cos they're still my friends, or should I just not bother cos they're not either?" Even if you put in the effort, it's not guaranteed they will. Where's the bottom line?
